shades of mediocrity
My name is Rima

things are all so fucking complicated…. i wish i was able to explain everything to someone

need an escape

so i found out he has had a thing with this other girl the whole summer and i feel like a fool ok

I will never love a man ‘cause love and pain go hand in hand

crazy how one stupid boy can take such a toll on a girl’s self esteem

"I want to be sought after, irresistibly"

whatever makes you smile the biggest, thats what you deserve 

I’ve been acting so unlike myself and I’m not sure how I feel about it

He was not my boyfriend. On the other hand, he wasn’t just a friend either. Instead, our relationship was elastic, stretching between those two extremes depending on who else was around, how much either of us had to drink, and other varying factors. This was exactly what I wanted, as commitments had never really been my thing. And it wasn’t like it was hard, either. The only trick was never giving more than you were willing to lose.
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it’s honestly been the best birthday ever 

I want to feel something different but it will never happen so

i want to kiss you but it wouldn’t feel right

Life has become immeasurably better since I have been forced to stop taking it seriously.